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♪ <i>When I was a child...</i> ♪

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[Grey] <i>Until the 17th century,</i>
<i>scientists thought blood</i>
<i>was a one-way street.</i>

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Corban's labs are in.
[sighs] His white count's 22.

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-[sighs]
-And his acidosis
is getting worse.

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He's septic.

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All he wanted was
to meet his nephew.

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[Griffith] Should we consider
comfort care measures?

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No. Page Ndugu,
and tell the OR desk

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that I want the same team
from Nora Young's
ventral aorta surgery.

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You're doing the ventral
aortic reconstruction?

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Between his sepsis
and the bleeding,
it's our only option,

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assuming that I can get
the consent from his sister.

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[Griffith]
You want me to talk to her?

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I was the one who
convinced him to do
the TEVAR. It should be me.

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[Grey] <i>They believed blood</i>
<i>was produced by the liver</i>

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<i>and consumed like food</i>
<i>by the body's tissues.</i>

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<i>Until British physician</i>
<i>William Harvey</i>
<i>published a treatise</i>

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<i>so explosive,</i>
<i>it was banned in England.</i>

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I spent a lot of time imagining
this in med school

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instead of studying
microbiology.

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Mmm. Does the real thing
measure up?

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I wouldn't want
to inflate your ego.

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[Shepherd chuckles]

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Well... [kisses]

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...I'm a neurosurgeon,
so that ship has sailed.

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[chuckles]

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Hey.

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This is gonna sound crazy,
but, um...

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Do you wanna, like,
go on a proper date?

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Get dinner tomorrow night?

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Yeah, I'd love to,
but I have my s--
[inhales deeply]

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Um...

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My sunrise hiking club, uh,
in the morning.

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-You hike?
-[stammers]

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I just started, you know,
there's nothing like fresh air
in the morning.

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[Wright] Right. Um...

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I should go. I should
probably change before rounds.

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[Grey] <i>He posited</i>
<i>that blood was part</i>
<i>of a circulatory system</i>

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<i>continuously pumped</i>
<i>through the body</i>
<i>and recycled by the heart.</i>

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<i>In other words,</i>
<i>when it comes to blood,</i>
<i>what goes around comes around.</i>

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[chuckling] Ooh. No.
Okay. Why... Why do you
have to leave so early?

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I have to prep
for a sternal reconstruction.

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Dr. Wright wants to work
with me more before
she'll write me

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a letter of recommendation
for that attending position
in Boston.

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You're still
on this Boston thing?

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-What do they have
that we don't?
-My parents.

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-Nieces and nephews.
-Mm-hmm.

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-Cream pie.
-Oh, I forgot about the pie.

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-[scoffs]
-[Kwan] Mmm.

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-Uh, did you forget
how to knock?
-The door was open.

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Millin, you're on my service
today. Thought you'd be
at work by now.

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-I'll be in time for rounds.
-I expect you to bring
your A game.

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It's an important case.

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I always do.

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-I'll see you both later.
-Yeah.

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[door closes]

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-[Millin] Simone!
-Would it kill you to be nice?

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She is trying
to tell me what to do
before I've had coffee.

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Where is Simone?
We're supposed to be going over
fertility stuff on the way in.

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-Fertility stuff?
-Yeah, we're freezing our eggs.

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Well, I mean, I am.
I can't speak for her.

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-Pretty sure you just did.
-[groans]

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Look, Simone never made it back
last night. Critical patient.

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-[gasps] Oh,
then can I get a ride?
-Oh, me too. Please?

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Do I look like
a soccer mom to you?

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[sirens wailing in distance]

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[chimes]

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-She is texting me.
-I didn't say anything.

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[Adams] Look.

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I muted her.
Focusing on my other patients,

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-like you told me to.
-[sighs]

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[laughs] You must have really
handed it to him.

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I gave him
constructive feedback.

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At least he knows
where he stands. It's the same
with me and Dr. Wright.

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I know what
I need to improve on.

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See, he thinks that
I don't care, but I've been
searching high and low

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for more infusion treatments
for Katie.

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Any luck?

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Just a bunch of unanswered
emails and dead ends.

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Sugihara wants
to put her on her prior
immunotherapy regimen.

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-That was... [sighs] Yeah.
-Well, I'm sorry.

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Hey, what's on
your schedule today?

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Um, consults, meetings,
residency admin.

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-Push 'em.
-Hmm?

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Dr. Goldberg is out sick today
and he needs somebody
to take his procedures.

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Oh, come on.

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Save some lives with me.

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-Let's save some lives.
-[chuckles]

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Luna and Hattie
are still napping.

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Uh, the baby monitor's
on the coffee table.

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All right,
you already mentioned that.

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Um, extra diapers are upstairs
in the linen closet,

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and the... the...
the pediatrician's number
is on the fridge.

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-We're not going to Siberia.
-I know that.

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And we need to find a dresser
big enough for the twins today.

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I've been fasting
in anticipation for
the Swedish meatballs,

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so I would love to get there

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-before I go into
a hypoglycemic coma.
-[sighs]

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If you have any issues at all,
please don't hesitate to call.

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Will do.

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Okay.

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[baby babbling]

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I think you're supposed
to hand over the baby now.

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-Oh, yeah. Okay. Okay, okay.
-[baby gurgles]

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-Don't wake your sisters up.
-[nanny chuckles]

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-Is it weird that we're...
-[sighs]

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...handing our babies over
to someone else for the first
time and all I feel is--

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-Unbridled joy?
-Mm-hmm.

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-[phone chimes]
-[Lincoln chuckles]

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No. There might be a leak
at my rental property.

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Where I lived before I moved
in here with you.

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Oh! Wow, I always forget
that you own that dump.

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I installed a water sensor
when the last tenants
moved out,

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-and I should
probably check on this.
-Well, just call a plumber.

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Oh, no, they'll charge
an arm and a leg
just for showing up.

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-It won't take long to fix.
-Okay, I'll come.

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[Wilson grunts]

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Are you sure you really wanna
hang out at that dump?

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Yeah, I'll just, um,
sit in the car.

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First day of freedom.

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-[chuckles]
-[door opens]

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[Hunt] Hey, so I haven't gotten
to officially welcome
you back yet.

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You go somewhere tropical?

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No, do Chicago or Boston count?

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[chuckles] Now,
sabbatical looks good on you.

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What have we got?

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42-year-old male,
head trauma after colliding
with a glass door.

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[phone chimes]

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GCS 15. No LOC.
Presented with epistaxis
and a small forehead lac.

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BP is 130 over 80.

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Nasal bandage was applied
at the scene.

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Okay, sir, welcome
to Grey Sloan.

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-I'm Dr. Hunt.
This is Dr. Shepherd.
-[phone chimes]

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[patient] Yeah, yeah,
do you have a safe?

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-What are you doing?
-Sorry, I'm, uh... I'm done.

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Only my little brother
could get hospitalized
running into a door.

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It happens more than you think.

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We were brunching
with my work buds.
Finally got this VP promotion.

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Hey, I... I don't know
what happened. I must have
blacked out when I won the...

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Won what? [chuckles]

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Won biggest loser? [chuckles]

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[Hunt] We've got
a possible head trauma here.

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[Adams] What's that?

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It's a lottery ticket. It says
he won two million dollars.

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What? You won
two million dollars?

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Oh. He's out!

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Trauma 3 is free. Let's move!

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Hey, hey, hands off.

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Okay.

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-[knocks on door]
-[Ndugu] Hey.

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Griffith said
you're doing the ventral aorta.

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I said she must've misheard.

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Yeah, first,
I need to come up with a plan

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to present to Leticia, who
is understandably skeptical.

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Wait, you said
the TEVAR went well.

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Well, it did.

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And then he coded.

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His pseudoaneurysm degenerated.

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-How badly?
-[scoffs]

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The aorta is unsalvageable.

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Break glass
in case of emergency.

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The TEVAR could've worked.
I had to try.

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We should have
done this yesterday
when he was more stable.

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We don't have time
for hindsight.

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That's on you.
You were so afraid
to try this surgery again

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that you wasted his best shot.

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Nora was just as bad,
if not worse.

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That was a miracle.
You said it yourself,

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"If this doesn't work
on Corban, that's it. We'll
never try this surgery again."

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Now you've made
that almost certain here.

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What, do you want me
to apologize and say
that I was wrong?

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I made the right call
with the information
that I had at the time,

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and it was a bad outcome.

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And now Corban is dying.

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So either you can help me
come up with a plan to save him
or stop wasting my time.

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[♪ dramatic music playing]

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Dr. Millin.

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-Mr. Hill didn't wanna
start without you.
-[gasps] Oh. [chuckles]

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[Mr. Hill] I was starting
to think you abandoned me.

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No, I was just finishing
a chest tube.

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I would never abandon
my favorite patient
or his better half.

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Oh, I bet you say that
to all the old fogies.

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-[Mr. Hill chuckles]
-I didn't realize
you all knew each other.

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I scrubbed in on Scott's
CABG with Dr. Beckman
a couple months ago.

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[Wright] Then, by all means,
take it away.

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Scott Hill, 73,
status post-CABG
complicated by osteomyelitis.

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Now status post multiple
debridements to the sternum
and costal cartilage,

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resulting in
a 12-by-10-centimeter wound.

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Today we are starting
his reconstruction.

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I thought
the CABG would help me
be more active in retirement.

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We're in our "world-traveler
era," as the kids say.

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Love that for you guys.

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[Mrs. Hill]
We did have to cancel
our safari in Tanzania.

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Fortunately, the tour company
let us reschedule.

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[chuckles] She did what you
told her to do, Dr. Millin.

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What? You sweet-talked them
and then cried?

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Mm-hmm. The tears did them in.

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Well, that, or describing
this gaping hole in my chest.

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We're gonna try
and close that up today, okay?

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Millin, Mohanty,
take him for a repeat CT
to confirm our surgical plan.

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-[Millin] You got
the full refund, right?
-Yes, the full refund.

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[Millin] I told you it works
every time, every time.

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-[Mr. Hill chuckles]
-[Mrs. Hill] I was crying
and crying.

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Can't believe he won two mil.
It's almost as much as I loaned
the poor bastard.

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You should wait outside.

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Okay, let's get ready
for rapid sequence intubation.

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I love his broke ass,
but he's a sad,
bottomless money pit,

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you know what I'm saying?

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[Hunt] Whoa, whoa,
hold the paralytic.
He's waking up. Shepherd.

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-Hey, look right here.
-[patient exhales]

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[Shepherd] Okay, do you know
your name and where you are?

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Jeremy. I'm... I'm
in the hospital.

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Hey, I'm right here
with you, bro.

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-Anything of note
happen today, Jeremy?
-Uh...

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[chuckles] Yeah,
my boy got paid, y'all.

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Okay, let's do
a FAST exam and get
that bleeding under control.

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[Shepherd] I wanna get
a head CT right away.

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-No, I can hold on to that.
-No, I think he's got it.

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His sweat might melt off
the numbers, bro.

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Okay, I'm not seeing
any free fluid.

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Yeah, we need
to get him upstairs.

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We'll update you when we can.
Can you please leave
the room, sir?

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Please. Thank you so much.

224
00:09:59,233 --> 00:10:00,434
Goodbye. Thank you.

225
00:10:01,469 --> 00:10:03,938
Thank you, Bryant.
Let's get him up to CT.

226
00:10:05,706 --> 00:10:08,175
I gave your sex friend
a ride to work this morning.

227
00:10:08,309 --> 00:10:09,743
You're welcome.

228
00:10:09,877 --> 00:10:11,445
-I hope you were normal.
-Griffith, you have that?

229
00:10:11,580 --> 00:10:13,814
I was. Yeah, we got it.

230
00:10:13,948 --> 00:10:16,183
[sighs] Wish I could say
the same for Millin.

231
00:10:16,317 --> 00:10:18,419
Oh, crap,
I was supposed to meet her.

232
00:10:18,553 --> 00:10:20,187
But you didn't.

233
00:10:20,321 --> 00:10:22,423
And now Bryant
may or may not think that
you're trying to have a baby.

234
00:10:22,557 --> 00:10:23,757
What?

235
00:10:23,891 --> 00:10:25,092
I'm just a messenger.

236
00:10:25,893 --> 00:10:27,596
[Altman] <i>We will dissect away</i>

237
00:10:27,728 --> 00:10:30,965
the part of Corban's
reconstructed esophagus
that's behind the sternum,

238
00:10:31,098 --> 00:10:32,967
and that should give us
the access that we need.

239
00:10:33,100 --> 00:10:35,636
-It should?
-It's hard for us to know,

240
00:10:35,769 --> 00:10:37,938
given Corban's scar tissue.

241
00:10:38,439 --> 00:10:40,274
He wanted
the surgery yesterday.

242
00:10:40,407 --> 00:10:41,442
You talked him out of it.

243
00:10:41,576 --> 00:10:44,111
[Altman] It was
an unnecessary risk then.

244
00:10:44,245 --> 00:10:45,279
And now?

245
00:10:45,813 --> 00:10:48,149
His aorta is too damaged.

246
00:10:48,282 --> 00:10:49,850
It has to come out.

247
00:10:51,620 --> 00:10:52,786
[Leticia scoffs]

248
00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:57,291
What do you think?

249
00:11:01,162 --> 00:11:02,396
I know it's scary.

250
00:11:03,664 --> 00:11:07,001
But this surgery is Corban's
only chance of survival.

251
00:11:07,134 --> 00:11:13,307
And Dr. Altman and Dr. Ndugu
are the only surgeons
who can and have done it.

252
00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:15,544
Yeah, after they drew it
on a napkin.

253
00:11:16,076 --> 00:11:18,412
If it helps,
I assisted on the first one.

254
00:11:18,547 --> 00:11:20,649
I've seen it save
someone's life.

255
00:11:23,184 --> 00:11:26,720
If I say yes and he dies, I...

256
00:11:26,854 --> 00:11:29,690
He will die for sure
if you say no.

257
00:11:35,329 --> 00:11:37,464
[sniffles] Yeah.

258
00:11:38,165 --> 00:11:39,400
Do it.

259
00:11:43,337 --> 00:11:45,239
Please don't make me regret it.

260
00:11:48,108 --> 00:11:51,111
[Kavita]
Did you check Scott for scars
at possible donor sites?

261
00:11:51,245 --> 00:11:56,551
Lots of moles, but no sign
of scarring on the arms,
back, abdomen or legs.

262
00:11:56,685 --> 00:11:58,285
Did you measure
the depth of his wound?

263
00:11:59,119 --> 00:12:01,889
Same as when I staffed it
with you, 4 centimeters.

264
00:12:02,990 --> 00:12:04,091
[Wright]
How's it looking, team?

265
00:12:05,059 --> 00:12:09,263
The internal mammary arteries
must have been sacrificed
in the debridements.

266
00:12:09,396 --> 00:12:12,567
There's no local blood supply
to plug a flap into,

267
00:12:12,701 --> 00:12:15,803
but we could connect
it with the axilla
or lateral chest.

268
00:12:15,936 --> 00:12:18,573
What about tunneling omentum
from the abdomen?

269
00:12:19,574 --> 00:12:21,710
It's interesting.
Mohanty, thoughts?

270
00:12:23,277 --> 00:12:24,912
It's a nice idea in theory,

271
00:12:25,045 --> 00:12:28,482
but a free flap offers thicker
soft-tissue coverage
over the heart,

272
00:12:28,617 --> 00:12:30,384
and it looks so much better.

273
00:12:30,518 --> 00:12:33,087
Well, Scott
doesn't care how it looks.
He just wants to go on safari.

274
00:12:33,220 --> 00:12:35,523
He'll care
when he sees it, trust me.

275
00:12:35,657 --> 00:12:38,492
Maybe, but that's if
he survives a ten-hour surgery.

276
00:12:38,627 --> 00:12:40,695
I mean, omentum must be less.

277
00:12:40,828 --> 00:12:42,796
And it comes
with a built-in blood supply.

278
00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:46,601
This is lifelong coverage.
It's what I would want
on my chest.

279
00:12:46,735 --> 00:12:48,168
-Sometimes...
-[Wright sighs]

280
00:12:48,302 --> 00:12:50,437
-...the correct approach
just takes longer.
-[Wright] Yeah.

281
00:12:50,904 --> 00:12:54,475
Okay, if Scott
were a 20-year-old bodybuilder,
we'd do the free flap,

282
00:12:54,609 --> 00:12:56,110
but omentum is the right call.

283
00:12:56,243 --> 00:12:57,646
-Way to jump in, Millin.
-Thanks. [sighs]

284
00:12:57,778 --> 00:13:00,481
-I'll page general surgery.
-That's the spirit.

285
00:13:03,350 --> 00:13:04,451
What's your problem?

286
00:13:04,586 --> 00:13:06,353
I don't have one
now that we're doing omentum.

287
00:13:06,487 --> 00:13:09,189
You're a second year.
I'm a fellow. We're not even
running the same race.

288
00:13:12,727 --> 00:13:16,263
[Wilson]
Hey, Nardi just fed Hattie,
and now Peyton's down.

289
00:13:16,397 --> 00:13:18,799
I gotta pee.
Ooh. How's it going?

290
00:13:18,932 --> 00:13:20,635
The pipe is
completely corroded.

291
00:13:20,769 --> 00:13:22,336
Why don't you take the car
and you go without me?

292
00:13:22,469 --> 00:13:26,840
God, your place is an explosion
of linoleum and wood paneling.

293
00:13:26,974 --> 00:13:28,108
Yeah, well,
you've been here before.

294
00:13:28,242 --> 00:13:30,110
Who thought popcorn ceilings
were a good idea?

295
00:13:30,244 --> 00:13:31,979
-Hmm.
-No wonder your tenants fled.

296
00:13:32,112 --> 00:13:33,648
-[chuckles]
-Wow.

297
00:13:34,148 --> 00:13:36,450
-Isn't it crazy they left this?
-Oh.

298
00:13:36,984 --> 00:13:38,620
What's with all the packages?

299
00:13:38,753 --> 00:13:40,854
Oh, I, uh, ordered
a few things that got
delivered here by mistake.

300
00:13:40,988 --> 00:13:42,122
Uh-huh.

301
00:13:47,361 --> 00:13:48,462
Um...

302
00:13:49,664 --> 00:13:52,833
Have you been spending
time here?

303
00:13:54,101 --> 00:13:55,969
Only when I have
to check on something.

304
00:13:56,671 --> 00:13:57,806
Okay.

305
00:13:58,773 --> 00:14:00,274
When was the last time?

306
00:14:00,874 --> 00:14:02,544
Ah... [stammers]

307
00:14:02,677 --> 00:14:03,645
Tuesday?

308
00:14:03,778 --> 00:14:05,613
When you went to get diapers

309
00:14:05,747 --> 00:14:08,616
and you left me with
screaming twins for two hours?

310
00:14:08,750 --> 00:14:11,653
I did stop here briefly.

311
00:14:11,786 --> 00:14:17,592
I had to check on the mailbox,
and then I just needed
a little time to decompress.

312
00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:18,926
[whispering] Oh, yeah?

313
00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:21,830
You really need
to stop talking right now.

314
00:14:22,797 --> 00:14:24,198
-Jo.
-[normal] You know what?

315
00:14:24,331 --> 00:14:26,668
You wanna decompress?
You want a little space?

316
00:14:27,134 --> 00:14:28,068
Be my guest.

317
00:14:28,202 --> 00:14:29,838
[stammers] Jo.

318
00:14:29,970 --> 00:14:31,372
-[sighs]
-[door closes]

319
00:14:35,510 --> 00:14:37,679
[chuckles] Well, you made
that chole look easy.

320
00:14:37,812 --> 00:14:39,748
I can't believe how quickly
you got the critical views.

321
00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:41,549
[chuckles] Yeah.

322
00:14:43,551 --> 00:14:45,185
You still thinking about Katie?

323
00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:48,222
I just feel like I failed her.

324
00:14:48,355 --> 00:14:49,423
Mm-mmm, mm-mmm.

325
00:14:49,557 --> 00:14:51,392
The federal government
failed her.

326
00:14:51,526 --> 00:14:54,395
Saving her life doesn't align
with their priorities.

327
00:14:54,529 --> 00:14:56,263
-But I'm her doctor...
-[phone chimes]

328
00:14:56,397 --> 00:14:58,533
...and I'm supposed
to figure it out.

329
00:14:58,666 --> 00:15:01,368
"Consult request for
a sternal reconstruction...

330
00:15:02,202 --> 00:15:03,571
for Dr. Wright."

331
00:15:04,539 --> 00:15:05,807
Wright? Uh...

332
00:15:08,075 --> 00:15:11,044
You know, if you're not
feeling up to it, I'm sure
they can find somebody else.

333
00:15:11,679 --> 00:15:13,347
[Bailey sighs]

334
00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:16,383
You know, I can't help Katie,
but I can help you get
in with Wright.

335
00:15:16,518 --> 00:15:20,588
-Let's show Plastics
what you're made of.
-[chuckles]

336
00:15:22,456 --> 00:15:24,091
Put your hands down
for me. Thank you.

337
00:15:24,224 --> 00:15:26,093
Would you go out with someone
who has kids?

338
00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:29,463
-Are you trying to set me up?
-Just answer the question.

339
00:15:29,597 --> 00:15:31,098
-No, thanks.
-Hmm.

340
00:15:31,231 --> 00:15:32,700
-Hey.
-You have kids.

341
00:15:32,834 --> 00:15:34,134
Mm-hmm.

342
00:15:34,268 --> 00:15:35,936
When do you tell people
that you're seeing about them?

343
00:15:36,069 --> 00:15:38,338
Uh, only person I've dated
so far already knew about them.

344
00:15:38,472 --> 00:15:40,240
-You two are useless.
-[Hunt chuckles]

345
00:15:40,374 --> 00:15:42,409
I told him security
could hold on to his ticket,
but he won't let go of it.

346
00:15:42,544 --> 00:15:43,578
Would you? [exhales]

347
00:15:44,411 --> 00:15:45,780
All right, Jeremy, hold still.

348
00:15:45,914 --> 00:15:50,552
Okay. Hey, while it's just us,
I'm sorry about my brother.

349
00:15:52,252 --> 00:15:54,421
-No need. He's fine.
-He's a jerk.

350
00:15:54,556 --> 00:15:56,658
I'd tell him off for you,
but he's been keeping me afloat

351
00:15:56,791 --> 00:15:59,326
since I lost my job, and
I don't want him to cut me off.

352
00:15:59,460 --> 00:16:00,595
Didn't you just win
the lottery?

353
00:16:01,596 --> 00:16:03,898
Yeah, I guess I did.

354
00:16:04,031 --> 00:16:07,167
He has a small contusion
on the left temporal lobe.

355
00:16:07,301 --> 00:16:08,670
-Bryant.
-Monitor him for any change

356
00:16:08,803 --> 00:16:10,971
in clinical status
and give prophylactic Keppra.

357
00:16:11,104 --> 00:16:13,006
I'll let you take it
from here. Okay.

358
00:16:16,945 --> 00:16:19,814
It's time. You can go
to the waiting room.

359
00:16:22,416 --> 00:16:23,651
Can he hear me?

360
00:16:23,785 --> 00:16:26,654
-He's heavily sedated.
-But it can't hurt to try.

361
00:16:33,427 --> 00:16:34,995
[Leticia sniffles]

362
00:16:37,699 --> 00:16:38,967
Hi.

363
00:16:42,102 --> 00:16:44,539
I hope my son is just like you.

364
00:16:46,508 --> 00:16:48,610
We've decided
to name him Corban.

365
00:16:49,176 --> 00:16:54,883
And if you don't want us to,
make it through surgery
and tell me yourself.

366
00:16:59,119 --> 00:17:00,320
Love you.

367
00:17:04,091 --> 00:17:07,361
-The second that
you know anything...
-I will come and tell you.

368
00:17:07,862 --> 00:17:09,597
Okay.

369
00:17:16,169 --> 00:17:18,171
[Lincoln] <i>Can you come out</i>
<i>so I can explain?</i>

370
00:17:21,943 --> 00:17:23,645
How long has
this been going on?

371
00:17:23,778 --> 00:17:26,179
[exhales] I don't know.
A few months.

372
00:17:26,313 --> 00:17:27,949
What about your tenants?

373
00:17:29,551 --> 00:17:31,553
I told you they moved out.

374
00:17:31,686 --> 00:17:35,322
A few months ago?
My God, this is worse
than I thought!

375
00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:37,759
You've been cheating
on me with your house.

376
00:17:37,892 --> 00:17:39,561
It's platonic, I swear.

377
00:17:40,193 --> 00:17:43,397
Look, it's not like
I was coming here when you were
in the hospital with the girls.

378
00:17:43,531 --> 00:17:45,700
Oh, how thoughtful of you.

379
00:17:45,833 --> 00:17:50,103
We can't fit any
of this stuff at our place,
and music is how I relax.

380
00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:52,339
Cry in the shower
like a normal person.

381
00:17:52,874 --> 00:17:56,476
You know what? I'll go shopping
and you can stay here and jam.

382
00:17:56,611 --> 00:17:59,379
Fine. I've got
a new reverb pedal
I can try out.

383
00:17:59,514 --> 00:18:00,582
Great.

384
00:18:00,715 --> 00:18:02,717
[water running]

385
00:18:03,518 --> 00:18:04,852
I'll call the plumber.

386
00:18:04,986 --> 00:18:06,253
[sighs]
No, I can fix it myself.

387
00:18:06,386 --> 00:18:08,188
No, you've lost that privilege.

388
00:18:08,856 --> 00:18:09,958
[Lincoln sighs]

389
00:18:13,561 --> 00:18:14,829
[Wilson exhales]

390
00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:15,930
[knocks on door]

391
00:18:16,064 --> 00:18:17,632
I thought I saw signs
of life in here.

392
00:18:17,765 --> 00:18:19,534
Well, I'm not back to work
until next week.

393
00:18:19,667 --> 00:18:20,935
I'm just grabbing a few things.

394
00:18:21,069 --> 00:18:22,604
Aren't you supposed
to be resting?

395
00:18:22,737 --> 00:18:26,074
I'll rest when I'm dead,
which I'm not unless
Catherine finds me.

396
00:18:26,206 --> 00:18:28,676
-[Webber chuckles]
-[chuckles] Well, I won't tell.

397
00:18:28,810 --> 00:18:31,445
Oh, um, tell Altman
good luck for me.

398
00:18:32,479 --> 00:18:35,148
The ventral aorta?
I assumed you knew
they're doing it again.

399
00:18:36,350 --> 00:18:37,417
[sighs]

400
00:18:37,885 --> 00:18:41,288
Richard, Teddy and I,
we just signed
divorce papers.

401
00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:43,423
[clicks tongue]
I'm sorry to hear that.

402
00:18:43,558 --> 00:18:45,292
Honestly, I'm not sure
how we ended up here.

403
00:18:45,425 --> 00:18:47,260
Well, sometimes
things just don't work out.

404
00:18:47,394 --> 00:18:48,963
More often than not in my case.

405
00:18:49,097 --> 00:18:50,598
Oh, you'll get back
on your feet.

406
00:18:50,732 --> 00:18:52,834
I'd stay for the surgery,
but Catherine's at the dentist.

407
00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:56,104
If I'm not back before she is,
there'll be hell to pay.

408
00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:57,739
You should go.

409
00:18:57,872 --> 00:18:59,941
Yeah, I'll see
if I have time. It was
good to see you, Richard.

410
00:19:02,577 --> 00:19:03,611
[Bailey] Oh.

411
00:19:04,478 --> 00:19:05,780
Someone order
a general surgeon?

412
00:19:05,913 --> 00:19:07,949
-Oh, Dr. Bailey,
thanks for joining.
-Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

413
00:19:08,082 --> 00:19:09,517
Dr. Warren,
good to see you again.

414
00:19:09,651 --> 00:19:12,319
At your service,
or rather on your service.

415
00:19:12,452 --> 00:19:14,221
-Her service actually.
-Okay.

416
00:19:14,354 --> 00:19:15,489
So, I took a look

417
00:19:15,623 --> 00:19:17,224
-at your patient's scans...
-Uh-huh.

418
00:19:17,357 --> 00:19:21,194
...and, you know,
it should be relatively
straightforward as long as

419
00:19:21,328 --> 00:19:25,833
the right gastroepiploic
vessel is enough
to supply the omentum.

420
00:19:25,967 --> 00:19:26,934
Looks sufficient to me.

421
00:19:27,068 --> 00:19:28,468
-We'll see you in the OR?
-Mm-hmm.

422
00:19:28,603 --> 00:19:30,237
We're gonna harvest
that omentum like
you've never seen.

423
00:19:30,370 --> 00:19:31,471
Okay.

424
00:19:33,141 --> 00:19:34,609
I panicked.

425
00:19:34,742 --> 00:19:37,845
[stammers] Oh, this is gonna be
harder than I thought. [groans]

426
00:19:40,682 --> 00:19:41,716
[door opens]

427
00:19:42,249 --> 00:19:43,818
[Hunt] Oh, Kwan was right.

428
00:19:43,951 --> 00:19:46,154
You are in the supply closet.
Why are you in
the supply closet?

429
00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:47,588
We're doing
another ventral aorta.

430
00:19:47,722 --> 00:19:49,222
I heard. Big day.

431
00:19:49,356 --> 00:19:50,558
Can you watch the kids
for me tonight?

432
00:19:50,692 --> 00:19:53,795
Of course. I just wanted
to say good luck.

433
00:19:53,928 --> 00:19:56,731
What if we can't do it again?
What if Nora was just
an anomaly?

434
00:19:56,864 --> 00:19:58,633
There was
a lot of skill involved.

435
00:19:58,766 --> 00:20:01,836
If this doesn't work out,
then Corban never meets
his nephew, and I'm a fraud.

436
00:20:01,969 --> 00:20:04,438
When you're backed
into a corner, that is
when you rise.

437
00:20:04,572 --> 00:20:06,107
I've seen it in war zones.

438
00:20:06,239 --> 00:20:08,142
I've seen it in the OR.
I see it with our kids.

439
00:20:08,275 --> 00:20:09,877
Don't put more pressure
on me right now.

440
00:20:10,011 --> 00:20:12,212
I am just saying
you can do this.
You're just in your head.

441
00:20:12,345 --> 00:20:14,582
-You need to take a breath--
-Don't tell me what I need.

442
00:20:14,716 --> 00:20:17,785
That's not your job anymore.
And frankly, it was infuriating
when it was.

443
00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:21,756
Okay. Well, I'll, um...

444
00:20:22,389 --> 00:20:23,558
I'll get the kids from school.

445
00:20:24,158 --> 00:20:26,326
And, uh, good luck.

446
00:20:33,534 --> 00:20:35,536
-[monitor beeping]
-[buzzing]

447
00:20:35,670 --> 00:20:39,707
[Wright] That was
excellent technique with
the dermatome, Dr. Mohanty.

448
00:20:40,340 --> 00:20:42,110
Wanna do the honors
with the mesher?

449
00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,045
[Kavita] Absolutely. Thank you.

450
00:20:50,051 --> 00:20:51,652
-[Bailey clears throat]
-[Warren] Mm-hmm.

451
00:20:51,786 --> 00:20:53,588
[Bailey] Um, pull the omentum
through for me.

452
00:20:54,354 --> 00:20:57,424
Okay, no twisting
on its pedicle,

453
00:20:57,558 --> 00:21:01,929
and the main vascular arcade
remains intact.

454
00:21:02,063 --> 00:21:04,132
-Well done, Dr. Warren.
-[Warren] Thank you.

455
00:21:04,264 --> 00:21:06,299
[Bailey] You're one
of our best and brightest.

456
00:21:06,433 --> 00:21:10,470
I'd hate to lose you
to Plastics, but I know
that's where your heart is,

457
00:21:10,605 --> 00:21:14,742
especially with your interest
in burn patients and experience
as a firefighter.

458
00:21:14,876 --> 00:21:17,410
[Wright] Firefighter
and an anesthesiologist,

459
00:21:17,545 --> 00:21:18,780
how many lives have you had?

460
00:21:18,913 --> 00:21:20,413
I'd like to think they all
led me here. [chuckles]

461
00:21:20,548 --> 00:21:22,984
[Bailey] Well,
that should do it for me.

462
00:21:23,117 --> 00:21:26,521
Thanks to Dr. Warren's
dissection, your flap should
cover everything you need.

463
00:21:26,654 --> 00:21:28,823
[Wright] Hey, do you call him
Dr. Warren at home too?

464
00:21:29,924 --> 00:21:31,458
[Bailey chuckles]

465
00:21:31,959 --> 00:21:34,162
[Wright] Okay,
that looks great.

466
00:21:34,294 --> 00:21:36,130
-Now, we just need
to finish the inset...
-[phone ringing]

467
00:21:36,264 --> 00:21:38,465
-...and get the graft on.
-[nurse] This is OR 2.

468
00:21:38,599 --> 00:21:42,170
Dr. Wright,
they're asking for you on
an urgent burn case in the pit.

469
00:21:44,038 --> 00:21:45,640
[Wright] Warren, wanna join me?

470
00:21:46,808 --> 00:21:47,975
-I'd love to.
-Great.

471
00:21:48,475 --> 00:21:50,812
[Wright] Dr. Mohanty,
you and Millin here
good to finish up?

472
00:21:51,746 --> 00:21:52,880
[Kavita] Of course.

473
00:21:58,085 --> 00:22:02,322
Come on now, y'all
can't keep him here. We gotta
go pop some bottles, celebrate.

474
00:22:02,455 --> 00:22:03,624
On him for once.

475
00:22:03,758 --> 00:22:05,827
Yeah, no.
Sorry, doctor's orders.

476
00:22:06,459 --> 00:22:09,362
All right, let's talk dollars
and cents. Of course
you're gonna hit me back

477
00:22:09,496 --> 00:22:10,998
for the car
and the back rent, right?

478
00:22:11,132 --> 00:22:12,934
Millionaire.
You're a millionaire,
you're a millionaire...

479
00:22:13,067 --> 00:22:15,536
Okay, why don't we table this
until after your brother's
out of the hospital?

480
00:22:15,670 --> 00:22:17,939
-Yeah.
-Doc, J Dog would be facedown

481
00:22:18,072 --> 00:22:19,339
in a ditch if it wasn't for me.

482
00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:20,942
You know, I've hated that
nickname since I was eight.

483
00:22:21,075 --> 00:22:23,311
Well, I've hated
picking up your tab
for the last 12 months,

484
00:22:23,443 --> 00:22:24,712
but that's what brothers
are for, right?

485
00:22:24,846 --> 00:22:26,647
Hey, if you don't
wanna do it, I will.

486
00:22:26,781 --> 00:22:28,716
-We got a problem here?
-Uh, that depends.

487
00:22:28,850 --> 00:22:31,152
-Are you going
to keep being a total--
-[Adams] You should go.

488
00:22:32,253 --> 00:22:33,321
Him or me?

489
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:35,455
Bryant, out. Now.

490
00:22:39,327 --> 00:22:40,595
[Shepherd]
I'm sorry about that.

491
00:22:40,728 --> 00:22:42,495
Yeah, that's...

492
00:22:44,265 --> 00:22:45,333
-What's happening?
-All right.

493
00:22:45,465 --> 00:22:47,500
-He's seizing.
-Adams, help roll him.

494
00:22:47,635 --> 00:22:49,971
We need some diazepam
and alert CT.

495
00:22:53,841 --> 00:22:56,777
Oh. Hey, what you heard
this morning isn't true.

496
00:22:56,911 --> 00:22:59,379
-Okay.
-I'm not actively
trying to have a baby.

497
00:22:59,513 --> 00:23:02,550
I'm just freezing my eggs
in case I want one someday.

498
00:23:02,683 --> 00:23:04,185
-Got it.
-Which I might not want one.

499
00:23:04,318 --> 00:23:06,220
-Just an insurance policy.
-Congrats. Also,
none of my business.

500
00:23:06,354 --> 00:23:10,224
Oh, I just didn't want you
to think I was withholding
some critical information--

501
00:23:10,358 --> 00:23:11,826
-I don't. Yeah. Yeah.
-Great.

502
00:23:11,959 --> 00:23:13,594
Because what
we're doing right now
doesn't have to stop.

503
00:23:13,728 --> 00:23:15,596
I mean, there might be
a few days here and there
where we shouldn't...

504
00:23:15,730 --> 00:23:17,565
-Mm-hmm. Yeah.
-You know, but,
overall, we can keep

505
00:23:17,698 --> 00:23:19,533
-doing the thing that--
-Understood, but,
uh, right now,

506
00:23:19,667 --> 00:23:22,803
I'm trying to do my job,
and I'm mostly failing,
so I really can't talk.

507
00:23:22,937 --> 00:23:24,639
Oh, how-how about
a drink at Joe's later?

508
00:23:24,772 --> 00:23:25,973
If they ever
let me leave, sure.

509
00:23:26,107 --> 00:23:27,141
Okay.

510
00:23:27,275 --> 00:23:29,710
Yeah. Okay, so...

511
00:23:29,844 --> 00:23:31,746
-Oh, sorry. Yeah.
-[Bryant clears throat]

512
00:23:33,648 --> 00:23:34,682
Okay.

513
00:23:35,316 --> 00:23:37,218
[monitor beeping]

514
00:23:40,755 --> 00:23:43,456
-I can, uh, cut
the sutures for you.
-[Kavita] I've got it.

515
00:23:44,091 --> 00:23:46,193
-[Millin] I really don't mind.
-[Kavita] I said no.

516
00:23:48,729 --> 00:23:51,866
Should I call for another
resident since you clearly
don't want me to help you?

517
00:23:51,999 --> 00:23:55,503
Not if your idea of helping
is making me look ridiculous
in front of our attending.

518
00:23:55,636 --> 00:23:57,405
[Millin] You told me to be
on my A game.

519
00:23:57,538 --> 00:23:59,607
[Kavita] So that
I can impress Dr. Wright.

520
00:23:59,740 --> 00:24:03,911
I applied
for an attending position
at the Fox Flagship in Boston.

521
00:24:04,045 --> 00:24:07,915
It's perfect.
Great benefits, grant money,
close to my family.

522
00:24:08,049 --> 00:24:11,619
And I needed
her recommendation, which I was
supposed to lock down today.

523
00:24:11,752 --> 00:24:15,089
If you wanted me
to make you look good,
you should have said so.

524
00:24:15,756 --> 00:24:17,425
-[Kavita] Right.
-[Millin] I'm serious.

525
00:24:19,627 --> 00:24:21,562
I'll keep that in mind
for next time.

526
00:24:23,364 --> 00:24:24,398
[sighs]

527
00:24:26,734 --> 00:24:28,536
Can I get in on
those lower inset sutures?

528
00:24:28,669 --> 00:24:30,671
[Kavita] Nope.
Too close to the pedicle.

529
00:24:31,339 --> 00:24:33,941
[Altman] I know
that we have disagreed
on Corban's care,

530
00:24:34,909 --> 00:24:37,912
but I need to know
that you are fully on board

531
00:24:38,045 --> 00:24:39,947
with the surgery and with me.

532
00:24:40,081 --> 00:24:42,016
[Ndugu] I was on board
with the surgery yesterday.

533
00:24:42,149 --> 00:24:43,684
-Still am.
-[Altman] And me?

534
00:24:43,818 --> 00:24:46,220
-[Ndugu] I'm a professional.
-[Altman] That's not
what I'm asking.

535
00:24:46,887 --> 00:24:49,657
[Ndugu] It's not just that
you made the wrong call.

536
00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:51,125
You flat out dismissed
my opinion.

537
00:24:51,258 --> 00:24:53,094
[Altman] I didn't.
I considered it fully.

538
00:24:53,227 --> 00:24:54,962
[Ndugu] Did you?
'Cause if you'd set
your ego aside,

539
00:24:55,096 --> 00:24:56,931
we may not be in this mess.

540
00:24:57,064 --> 00:25:00,368
[Altman] Or Corban
would already be dead, and then
that would be on both of us.

541
00:25:00,500 --> 00:25:03,704
[Ndugu] If something
goes wrong in there,
I need to know you hear me.

542
00:25:05,139 --> 00:25:06,173
[Altman] I will.

543
00:25:06,807 --> 00:25:07,875
You have my word.

544
00:25:09,744 --> 00:25:13,080
-[Ndugu] Then I have your back.
-[Altman] Let's go build
an aorta.

545
00:25:20,788 --> 00:25:21,856
Where is this guy?

546
00:25:24,492 --> 00:25:26,227
-[Wilson] Hmm.
-[Lincoln] What are you doing?

547
00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:29,330
I just thought I'd see
what all the fuss is about.

548
00:25:29,463 --> 00:25:30,831
[Lincoln] Yeah,
that's my Martin.

549
00:25:32,233 --> 00:25:33,934
-Mm-hmm.
-So, be careful.

550
00:25:34,068 --> 00:25:37,304
This song is called...
[exhales] ..."This Is
What Betrayal Feels Like."

551
00:25:41,342 --> 00:25:43,778
Okay, I get your point.
Can we put it back now?

552
00:25:43,911 --> 00:25:47,248
Not until you apologize.

553
00:25:50,584 --> 00:25:52,553
-You know what? No.
-[gasps]

554
00:25:52,686 --> 00:25:54,388
What is wrong with me
grabbing a few minutes

555
00:25:54,523 --> 00:25:57,526
of alone time, so I can be
better for you and the kids?

556
00:25:57,658 --> 00:26:00,394
I had a heart pump
keeping me alive

557
00:26:00,529 --> 00:26:03,631
after delivering two
other bodies out of my body.

558
00:26:03,764 --> 00:26:07,334
I can't breastfeed,
which I know is okay, but
I still feel horrible about,

559
00:26:07,468 --> 00:26:10,838
and hormones have
turned me into someone that
I would avoid on the OB floor.

560
00:26:10,971 --> 00:26:12,673
I am not okay!

561
00:26:13,207 --> 00:26:14,708
I am not me.

562
00:26:14,842 --> 00:26:17,778
I am a hideous shell
of my former self,

563
00:26:17,912 --> 00:26:19,713
-and you don't see it...
-No.

564
00:26:19,847 --> 00:26:24,585
...because you're off in
the man cave, which is actually
an entire crappy house.

565
00:26:24,718 --> 00:26:26,020
[knocks on door]

566
00:26:27,388 --> 00:26:28,689
Plumber's here.

567
00:26:31,058 --> 00:26:32,426
[groans]

568
00:26:36,363 --> 00:26:38,232
Here's a list
of discharge summaries.

569
00:26:38,365 --> 00:26:39,767
Stay away from Jeremy
and don't leave

570
00:26:39,900 --> 00:26:41,368
-until you get them done.
-You punishing me?

571
00:26:41,503 --> 00:26:43,104
-You were out of line.
-That dude was walking all over

572
00:26:43,237 --> 00:26:44,573
-our patient, man.
-It doesn't matter.

573
00:26:44,705 --> 00:26:46,307
It's not our job
to get involved,
and if you do it again,

574
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:49,009
-I'll have to tell Bailey.
-Got it. So don't treat
the whole person,

575
00:26:49,143 --> 00:26:50,579
just be a robot checking boxes.

576
00:26:50,711 --> 00:26:52,480
Yeah. That's not what I said.

577
00:26:52,613 --> 00:26:54,081
I'd love to stay and chat,
but I've got a whole bunch
of discharge summaries

578
00:26:54,215 --> 00:26:56,083
I need to go through.
Thanks for the lesson, boss.

579
00:27:00,254 --> 00:27:01,655
[Jeremy chuckles]

580
00:27:01,789 --> 00:27:05,092
Thank you. I thought
that Brent took it. [chuckles]

581
00:27:05,226 --> 00:27:07,428
You have a condition
called SIADH.

582
00:27:07,562 --> 00:27:09,598
It can happen
after a head trauma.

583
00:27:09,730 --> 00:27:10,998
Usually resolves on its own.

584
00:27:11,132 --> 00:27:12,500
Low sodium levels
caused the seizure.

585
00:27:12,633 --> 00:27:14,635
You'll need IV fluids
and medication to correct it.

586
00:27:14,768 --> 00:27:16,270
-Okay, thank you.
[knocks on door]

587
00:27:16,403 --> 00:27:18,339
Boom. [chuckles]

588
00:27:18,472 --> 00:27:20,174
[Brent] Don't ever say
I never did anything for you.

589
00:27:20,307 --> 00:27:22,309
And I, um, also called Mom.

590
00:27:23,644 --> 00:27:25,746
-Man get... Stop!
-[Shepherd] You should
let Jeremy rest.

591
00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:29,450
No, I've been wanting
to say this to him
for a long time.

592
00:27:30,251 --> 00:27:32,219
I hate you. I mean, I love you.

593
00:27:32,353 --> 00:27:34,188
You're my brother,
and I wouldn't have been
able to get through

594
00:27:34,321 --> 00:27:36,625
this last year without you,
but when you're mean about it,

595
00:27:36,757 --> 00:27:37,825
it makes me hate you.

596
00:27:37,958 --> 00:27:39,960
-We were just having fun.
-It's not fun.

597
00:27:40,094 --> 00:27:41,996
-Not for me.
-Maybe we just take a breather.

598
00:27:42,830 --> 00:27:45,266
I... I just always thought
it rolled off your back.

599
00:27:45,399 --> 00:27:46,700
[Jeremy scoffs]

600
00:27:46,834 --> 00:27:47,801
I'll lay off.

601
00:27:47,935 --> 00:27:49,904
Really? That's it?

602
00:27:50,037 --> 00:27:52,039
Yeah, I'm not a monster.

603
00:27:53,874 --> 00:27:57,044
[chuckles] I guess I should
have said something years ago.

604
00:27:57,178 --> 00:27:58,145
[exhales]

605
00:27:58,279 --> 00:27:59,713
I'm gonna put in your orders.

606
00:28:00,981 --> 00:28:03,083
[Brent] You still gonna pay me
back for the rent though?

607
00:28:03,217 --> 00:28:04,251
[Jeremy scoffs]

608
00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:08,222
[Altman] This scar tissue
is cemented in.

609
00:28:08,355 --> 00:28:10,592
-[Griffith] Worse than Nora's?
-[Ndugu] By a mile.

610
00:28:10,724 --> 00:28:12,326
[Kwan] You know what else
is different this time?

611
00:28:12,459 --> 00:28:15,129
-[Griffith] Blood flow?
-All those people
watching up there.

612
00:28:17,464 --> 00:28:19,033
[Altman] Stay focused.

613
00:28:19,166 --> 00:28:21,503
[Ndugu] I don't know
if we're gonna be able
to get through all this.

614
00:28:23,971 --> 00:28:25,072
Altman.

615
00:28:25,206 --> 00:28:26,707
[♪ tense music plays]

616
00:28:27,808 --> 00:28:29,810
[Altman]
If we give up now, he'll die.

617
00:28:32,980 --> 00:28:35,517
-[Ndugu] All right,
um, 15 blade.
-[Altman] What are you--

618
00:28:35,650 --> 00:28:38,052
[Ndugu] Using these scissors
is like blunt dissection.
It isn't working.

619
00:28:38,185 --> 00:28:39,920
I'm gonna try working
layer by layer,

620
00:28:40,054 --> 00:28:43,257
see if I can find
the correct surgical plane
to orient myself.

621
00:28:45,993 --> 00:28:48,996
[Altman] Okay. I'm with you.
Thank you, BokHee.

622
00:28:58,707 --> 00:29:01,175
Guess who aced
his burn consult?

623
00:29:01,308 --> 00:29:02,843
Okay, tell me everything.

624
00:29:03,310 --> 00:29:05,946
Well, thanks
to my days as a firefighter...

625
00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:08,148
-Okay. [chuckles]
-...I knew to mix
and put a laxative

626
00:29:08,282 --> 00:29:09,483
on the burn.

627
00:29:09,618 --> 00:29:11,118
Yeah, the polyethylene
glycol binds to the phenol

628
00:29:11,252 --> 00:29:13,921
to stop the chemical burn
from getting worse.

629
00:29:14,054 --> 00:29:17,091
-Impressive.
-And that is what
Dr. Wright said.

630
00:29:17,224 --> 00:29:18,325
-[chuckles]
-Aw.

631
00:29:18,459 --> 00:29:21,061
-Thank you for talking me up.
-Someone had to.

632
00:29:21,195 --> 00:29:22,830
You weren't doing
yourself any favors.

633
00:29:22,963 --> 00:29:24,131
[chuckles]

634
00:29:25,232 --> 00:29:27,768
-Okay, what can I do
to help you?
-Oh. [scoffs]

635
00:29:27,901 --> 00:29:31,105
Yeah. Call more hospitals
about Katie's immunotherapy?

636
00:29:31,238 --> 00:29:34,208
Handle bedtime so, you know,
you can look into more options?

637
00:29:34,341 --> 00:29:37,311
Yeah, I don't need
any of those things, but, no,
I appreciate the sentiment.

638
00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:39,246
-[phone chimes]
-Hold on.

639
00:29:44,451 --> 00:29:47,221
[♪ melancholy music plays]

640
00:29:47,955 --> 00:29:49,156
How's my favorite patient?

641
00:29:49,957 --> 00:29:51,593
Well, nurse gave him

642
00:29:51,726 --> 00:29:53,794
-some pretty strong pain meds.
-Uh-huh.

643
00:29:53,927 --> 00:29:55,597
-So, he's a little loopy.
-[Millin chuckles]

644
00:29:55,730 --> 00:29:57,464
Love of my life over there.

645
00:29:57,599 --> 00:30:00,602
I love her more
than I love elephants.

646
00:30:01,736 --> 00:30:02,970
Is something wrong?

647
00:30:03,103 --> 00:30:05,139
Uh, the flap
is dark and swollen.

648
00:30:05,272 --> 00:30:06,608
I'm going to take a listen.

649
00:30:11,011 --> 00:30:12,647
-Damn it.
-What's happened?

650
00:30:12,781 --> 00:30:14,549
-Everything okay?
-There's no signal.

651
00:30:15,482 --> 00:30:19,754
♪ <i>Just 'cause it's gone</i>
<i>It's not over...</i> ♪

652
00:30:19,887 --> 00:30:21,855
I'll call the OR and page
Dr. Wright. Get him ready.

653
00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,490
He needs to go
to surgery again?

654
00:30:23,625 --> 00:30:25,125
Well, there's
no blood flow to his flap

655
00:30:25,259 --> 00:30:28,162
so we need to get him to the OR
to see what's happening ASAP.

656
00:30:28,295 --> 00:30:31,165
Don't go visit the zebras
without me.

657
00:30:31,298 --> 00:30:32,333
Excuse me.

658
00:30:36,003 --> 00:30:37,371
All right, graft is completed.

659
00:30:37,505 --> 00:30:39,039
It's time.

660
00:30:39,173 --> 00:30:41,342
[Altman] All right,
let's rapid pace the heart.

661
00:30:43,712 --> 00:30:44,912
[Ndugu] All right, clamp's off.

662
00:30:45,045 --> 00:30:46,815
GIA stapler.

663
00:30:48,750 --> 00:30:49,684
[Altman] All right.

664
00:30:49,818 --> 00:30:51,352
Ready to staple off the aorta?

665
00:30:56,524 --> 00:30:59,661
Staple line is well
approximated, looks intact.

666
00:31:02,963 --> 00:31:04,298
We did it.

667
00:31:04,431 --> 00:31:05,966
[doctors applauding]

668
00:31:08,837 --> 00:31:10,437
[Altman] All right,
let's take him off bypass.

669
00:31:11,472 --> 00:31:12,540
Clamps.

670
00:31:14,341 --> 00:31:18,379
♪ <i>Where love</i>
<i>And loss intersect</i> ♪

671
00:31:18,513 --> 00:31:22,349
♪ <i>Carry it like a...</i> ♪

672
00:31:22,483 --> 00:31:23,984
It's amazing.

673
00:31:24,118 --> 00:31:26,353
[Ndugu] All right,
I am gonna go update Leticia.

674
00:31:26,487 --> 00:31:28,590
-You good? All right.
-[Altman] Yep, ready to close.

675
00:31:30,592 --> 00:31:32,960
-Whoa, whoa, whoa. Ndugu!
-[Griffith] Oh, my God!

676
00:31:33,093 --> 00:31:35,229
[Ndugu] Damn it! All right,
get me a gown and gloves.

677
00:31:35,362 --> 00:31:37,064
[Altman] All right, I've got
pressure on the defect.

678
00:31:37,197 --> 00:31:39,233
Griffith, get in here
and suction around my hand.

679
00:31:39,366 --> 00:31:40,401
[suction tube gurgling]

680
00:31:43,070 --> 00:31:44,405
[Altman] Come on.

681
00:31:46,273 --> 00:31:47,709
[Altman] All right, there.

682
00:31:47,842 --> 00:31:50,277
A small defect
on the leading edge
of the staple line.

683
00:31:50,411 --> 00:31:52,212
We didn't fire the staples
all the way across.

684
00:31:52,346 --> 00:31:53,848
Okay, put him back on bypass.

685
00:31:54,682 --> 00:31:56,551
-[Kwan] Clamp on.
-[Ndugu] All right, I'm here.

686
00:31:56,684 --> 00:31:58,252
-[Altman] Okay,
put your hand in here.
-[Ndugu] Yeah.

687
00:31:58,385 --> 00:32:00,755
[Altman] Suction.
Hang on, Corban. [sighs]

688
00:32:00,889 --> 00:32:02,590
-Hang on.
-[suction gurgling]

689
00:32:03,691 --> 00:32:06,628
[siren wailing]

690
00:32:06,761 --> 00:32:07,829
[groans]

691
00:32:07,961 --> 00:32:10,097
Katie Rogers, 27,
stage-four gastric cancer.

692
00:32:10,230 --> 00:32:11,265
I already know that part.

693
00:32:11,398 --> 00:32:13,333
Short of breath. Satting 89%.

694
00:32:13,467 --> 00:32:15,670
-Abdomen's distended.
-Dr. Bailey.

695
00:32:15,804 --> 00:32:17,070
I can't breathe. [gasps]

696
00:32:17,204 --> 00:32:18,138
No, no. It's okay.

697
00:32:18,272 --> 00:32:19,473
We've got you.

698
00:32:19,607 --> 00:32:22,276
Well, don't just stand there.
Let's move.

699
00:32:24,011 --> 00:32:25,045
[♪ song ends]

700
00:32:27,948 --> 00:32:29,983
-[monitor beeping]
-[suction gurgling]

701
00:32:40,628 --> 00:32:44,031
[Wright] There's a stitch
tied down over the pedicle
cutting off its blood supply.

702
00:32:46,099 --> 00:32:47,201
Nothing?

703
00:32:47,334 --> 00:32:49,002
This is a serious mistake.

704
00:32:49,136 --> 00:32:53,741
Warren and I left you
to complete the inset
and place the skin graft.

705
00:32:53,875 --> 00:32:57,010
I expected it to be done not
only successfully,
but perfectly.

706
00:33:01,749 --> 00:33:03,551
[Millin] The flap looked viable
when we left the OR.

707
00:33:03,685 --> 00:33:05,854
[Kavita] We didn't see anything
restrictive over the pedicle.

708
00:33:05,986 --> 00:33:08,021
[Wright] Save it.
I don't have time for excuses.

709
00:33:09,757 --> 00:33:12,493
Our patient now has
no tissue coverage
over his wound

710
00:33:12,627 --> 00:33:16,063
and will most likely
need many surgeries
he might not survive.

711
00:33:19,166 --> 00:33:20,635
Just go.

712
00:33:21,335 --> 00:33:24,204
I'll clean up the wound
and get the wound vac
back on myself.

713
00:33:33,715 --> 00:33:35,717
[Ndugu] Almost finished
closing this gap.

714
00:33:35,850 --> 00:33:37,752
[Altman]
All right, last stitch.

715
00:33:43,791 --> 00:33:45,325
[Ndugu] And right there.

716
00:33:46,628 --> 00:33:48,028
-Done.
-[Kwan] Are we sure

717
00:33:48,161 --> 00:33:49,597
the closure is going
to be adequate?

718
00:33:49,731 --> 00:33:51,666
-[Griffith]
Will the suture hold?
-[Altman] After watching

719
00:33:51,799 --> 00:33:53,902
so much of Corban's blood
volume spray all over this OR,

720
00:33:54,034 --> 00:33:56,571
I am not sure of anything.

721
00:33:57,170 --> 00:34:01,208
But I watched Ndugu
tie these sutures,
and they look great.

722
00:34:03,011 --> 00:34:05,947
So, let's take him off bypass.

723
00:34:06,079 --> 00:34:07,949
-[♪ dramatic music plays]
-[machine beeps]

724
00:34:08,883 --> 00:34:10,752
[Ndugu] All right. Clamp's off.

725
00:34:19,159 --> 00:34:20,160
We have a rhythm.

726
00:34:20,828 --> 00:34:22,095
The pressures are coming up.

727
00:34:24,732 --> 00:34:25,700
All right.

728
00:34:25,833 --> 00:34:27,234
Altman, we did it.

729
00:34:30,038 --> 00:34:31,071
Altman.

730
00:34:33,206 --> 00:34:34,174
[Altman] We did it.

731
00:34:34,308 --> 00:34:35,577
[♪ "Misplaced" playing]

732
00:34:36,844 --> 00:34:37,845
Well done, everyone.

733
00:34:37,979 --> 00:34:39,112
[doctors applauding]

734
00:34:39,914 --> 00:34:41,616
All right. Let's prep to close.

735
00:34:43,417 --> 00:34:44,451
[sighs]

736
00:34:46,420 --> 00:34:49,891
$400 and he has to come back
tomorrow with a part.

737
00:34:50,024 --> 00:34:52,225
Should've fixed it yourself.

738
00:34:52,359 --> 00:34:53,761
♪ <i>The love I had for you</i> ♪

739
00:34:53,895 --> 00:34:55,195
[Lincoln chuckles]

740
00:34:55,329 --> 00:34:56,965
♪ <i>It used to keep me up</i>
<i>At night...</i> ♪

741
00:34:57,097 --> 00:34:59,601
You know, I'm sorry
for hiding all this from you.

742
00:34:59,734 --> 00:35:02,503
I guess I was afraid that
you'd be madder if you knew.

743
00:35:02,637 --> 00:35:04,772
♪ <i>It was hard</i>
<i>To close my eyes...</i> ♪

744
00:35:05,940 --> 00:35:11,579
Honestly,
I'm more jealous than mad.

745
00:35:12,947 --> 00:35:14,582
See, you need
a place like this too.

746
00:35:14,716 --> 00:35:16,918
You need someplace you can go
for peace and quiet.

747
00:35:17,417 --> 00:35:19,319
A woman cave.

748
00:35:19,988 --> 00:35:23,858
-I feel guilty even
thinking about it.
-Why?

749
00:35:23,992 --> 00:35:25,593
The patriarchy.

750
00:35:27,227 --> 00:35:29,329
-Mm-hmm.
-[chuckles]

751
00:35:29,463 --> 00:35:30,632
You know, if we're gonna
get through this,

752
00:35:30,765 --> 00:35:32,800
we have both got to
take care of ourselves.

753
00:35:32,934 --> 00:35:35,903
-What would I even do in my--
-She shed?

754
00:35:36,037 --> 00:35:38,405
♪ <i>Not abandoned</i>
<i>Just misplaced...</i> ♪

755
00:35:38,539 --> 00:35:40,008
-Dame den?
-Mm-mmm.

756
00:35:40,140 --> 00:35:42,076
[chuckles] Okay, I'll stop.

757
00:35:44,545 --> 00:35:45,546
Lady lair.

758
00:35:46,714 --> 00:35:48,650
♪ <i>All the love</i>
<i>You had for me...</i> ♪

759
00:35:48,783 --> 00:35:50,283
[chuckles]

760
00:35:50,918 --> 00:35:52,887
-[chuckles]
-You could take guitar lessons.

761
00:35:53,021 --> 00:35:56,390
-Yeah, but I'm already
a musical genius.
-[laughs]

762
00:35:56,524 --> 00:36:00,293
♪ <i>And what should I do</i>
<i>With the love I have for you?</i> ♪

763
00:36:00,427 --> 00:36:01,495
[both sigh]

764
00:36:01,629 --> 00:36:05,399
♪ <i>Was it ever mine to lose?</i> ♪

765
00:36:05,533 --> 00:36:09,169
♪ <i>Ooh, ooh, ooh...</i> ♪

766
00:36:09,302 --> 00:36:10,872
Honey, you look like
you've seen a ghost.

767
00:36:11,005 --> 00:36:12,140
Yeah.

768
00:36:12,907 --> 00:36:18,046
The ghost of an omental flap
that died at the hands
of negligent residents.

769
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:19,947
You've got a lot going on.

770
00:36:20,081 --> 00:36:21,348
We can chat tomorrow.

771
00:36:21,481 --> 00:36:24,085
-I...
-No, no. It's fine.
Everything's fine.

772
00:36:24,217 --> 00:36:26,054
It's all... It's all fine.

773
00:36:27,789 --> 00:36:28,856
What's up?

774
00:36:30,357 --> 00:36:31,491
Um...

775
00:36:32,694 --> 00:36:34,562
I have a son, Scout.

776
00:36:34,696 --> 00:36:36,731
He's five. He's adorable.

777
00:36:36,864 --> 00:36:40,868
He splits his time
between his dad and me,
and I have him tonight.

778
00:36:41,002 --> 00:36:43,805
And that is why
I couldn't hang.

779
00:36:44,337 --> 00:36:46,306
You were nervous
to tell me about a cute kid?

780
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:51,813
It was kind of a deal-breaker
in my last relationship
and that kind of broke me.

781
00:36:51,946 --> 00:36:53,948
And if it is a deal-breaker
for you too,

782
00:36:54,082 --> 00:36:57,752
I totally get it... [stammers]
But I would rather know
before starting something.

783
00:36:58,385 --> 00:36:59,854
That would make me a hypocrite.

784
00:37:02,156 --> 00:37:03,390
So...

785
00:37:04,058 --> 00:37:05,126
[gasps]

786
00:37:05,258 --> 00:37:07,128
-This is Zachary. He's seven.
-Oh, my...

787
00:37:07,260 --> 00:37:12,567
Obsessed with trash compactors
and, uh, synthesizers
from '80s pop songs.

788
00:37:13,568 --> 00:37:15,368
-Are you...
-Single mom? Mm-hmm.

789
00:37:15,503 --> 00:37:16,838
Uh, my sister lives with me.

790
00:37:16,971 --> 00:37:20,373
She watches him when
I reconnect with an old crush.

791
00:37:21,175 --> 00:37:23,276
Which happens all the time?

792
00:37:24,679 --> 00:37:25,646
Not really.

793
00:37:25,780 --> 00:37:27,715
♪ <i>Was it ever mine to lose?</i> ♪

794
00:37:29,416 --> 00:37:30,450
Rain check?

795
00:37:34,222 --> 00:37:35,223
Rain check.

796
00:37:43,998 --> 00:37:46,234
[♪ song ends]

797
00:37:46,366 --> 00:37:49,469
His pressures are holding
without much inotropic support.

798
00:37:50,370 --> 00:37:51,706
-That's great news.
-Yeah.

799
00:37:53,207 --> 00:37:56,978
Do you think that
we will ever do this surgery
without major complications?

800
00:37:58,146 --> 00:38:00,313
-Third time's a charm.
-[both chuckle]

801
00:38:01,949 --> 00:38:03,017
Somehow, I doubt it.

802
00:38:06,587 --> 00:38:08,388
We're a team on this.

803
00:38:08,523 --> 00:38:11,592
If we stay one,
we could save way more patients
than just Nora and Corban.

804
00:38:14,595 --> 00:38:16,463
-You've been here for two days.
-[chuckling] Yeah.

805
00:38:16,597 --> 00:38:18,933
[chuckles] You should go home,
and I'll keep an eye on him.

806
00:38:19,066 --> 00:38:20,101
Thanks.

807
00:38:22,136 --> 00:38:23,638
[indistinct PA announcement]

808
00:38:29,644 --> 00:38:34,282
Poor thing. Must've had
liters of fluid in her abdomen
pushing up on her lungs.

809
00:38:34,414 --> 00:38:36,050
Okay, so we'll need
to do a paracentesis

810
00:38:36,184 --> 00:38:37,819
if you can get me
set up for that.

811
00:38:38,318 --> 00:38:40,555
Adams. Adams.

812
00:38:40,688 --> 00:38:42,657
She called and texted.

813
00:38:42,790 --> 00:38:45,693
And I didn't respond
because I was too busy
following your rules.

814
00:38:45,827 --> 00:38:48,095
This would have
happened regardless.

815
00:38:48,229 --> 00:38:49,329
No, she trusted me.

816
00:38:49,462 --> 00:38:52,133
[stammers] And she was scared
and alone and...

817
00:38:53,500 --> 00:38:55,002
[sighs] I wasn't there.

818
00:38:57,705 --> 00:39:01,309
I think you need to take
a break from this case.

819
00:39:01,441 --> 00:39:02,777
No, no, no. I... [stammers]

820
00:39:02,910 --> 00:39:04,344
-I will do whatever you need.
I just need...
-No, no.

821
00:39:04,477 --> 00:39:06,080
It's not a punishment.
I just... I...

822
00:39:06,614 --> 00:39:09,150
I think you need to step back.

823
00:39:09,283 --> 00:39:12,086
[♪ "Shelter" playing]

824
00:39:22,964 --> 00:39:26,033
♪ <i>Keep the storm behind me</i> ♪

825
00:39:26,167 --> 00:39:28,135
[Grey] <i>Breaking new ground</i>
<i>is never easy.</i>

826
00:39:28,803 --> 00:39:31,072
♪ <i>Gimme peace</i>
<i>Through the heartache...</i> ♪

827
00:39:32,173 --> 00:39:33,674
-Yo.
-Hey.

828
00:39:33,808 --> 00:39:37,011
I just did the ventral aorta
with Altman and Ndugu.

829
00:39:37,144 --> 00:39:38,746
It was freaking epic.

830
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,380
-It was historic.
-That's cool.

831
00:39:40,514 --> 00:39:43,084
-I'm proud of you.
-[chuckles] Something
happen today or...

832
00:39:44,352 --> 00:39:46,654
-My patient won the lottery.
-By having you as their doctor?

833
00:39:46,787 --> 00:39:49,156
No, no. He literally
won the lottery,
two million dollars.

834
00:39:49,290 --> 00:39:50,892
Mmm. Did not see that coming.

835
00:39:51,025 --> 00:39:52,026
[both chuckle]

836
00:39:52,159 --> 00:39:54,161
♪ <i>So give me shelter...</i> ♪

837
00:39:54,295 --> 00:39:55,763
I'm going out of town
for a minute.

838
00:39:56,797 --> 00:39:59,667
-Is everything okay?
-My brother's epilepsy's
gotten worse.

839
00:40:00,835 --> 00:40:01,936
And he's in a coma.

840
00:40:03,104 --> 00:40:04,138
I'm sorry.

841
00:40:05,039 --> 00:40:06,707
You want to talk about it?

842
00:40:06,841 --> 00:40:10,443
No, no, no, I just
didn't want you wondering
where your lap dances went.

843
00:40:10,578 --> 00:40:12,780
Well, I mean, you sure?
I've been told

844
00:40:12,914 --> 00:40:14,315
-I'm a pretty good listener.
-I said I'm good.

845
00:40:14,447 --> 00:40:15,950
[Grey] <i>You have to pull</i>
<i>the rug out from under people.</i>

846
00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:17,051
Have a good night.

847
00:40:17,184 --> 00:40:18,920
[Grey] <i>Shatter their reality.</i>

848
00:40:19,053 --> 00:40:21,454
<i>Ask more questions</i>
<i>than you answer.</i>

849
00:40:21,589 --> 00:40:24,258
<i>It takes what Dr. Harvey</i>
<i>called a love of truth.</i>

850
00:40:25,026 --> 00:40:27,128
<i>And a whole lot</i>
<i>of intestinal fortitude.</i>

851
00:40:27,261 --> 00:40:29,697
♪ <i>Take me</i>
<i>To the other side...</i> ♪

852
00:40:29,830 --> 00:40:32,934
Thank you
for not saying anything.
You didn't have to do that.

853
00:40:33,067 --> 00:40:36,737
Look, I could tell
that the Boston job is
really important to you.

854
00:40:37,705 --> 00:40:38,739
It is.

855
00:40:40,074 --> 00:40:42,109
There will probably be
an MandM soon.

856
00:40:42,243 --> 00:40:45,445
I'll email you my op note
and photos from the OR.

857
00:40:45,579 --> 00:40:47,480
They'll want to review
post-op imaging too.

858
00:40:47,615 --> 00:40:48,816
Well, should I be worried?

859
00:40:48,950 --> 00:40:51,819
♪ <i>'Cause the storm</i>
<i>Is coming...</i> ♪

860
00:40:52,420 --> 00:40:54,922
The MandM will suck,
but we'll be fine.

861
00:40:55,723 --> 00:40:57,258
Get some sleep.

862
00:40:57,391 --> 00:41:01,095
♪ <i>And I'm tired of running</i>
<i>When I need some cover...</i> ♪

863
00:41:01,762 --> 00:41:03,431
[Grey]
<i>But it also requires faith.</i>

864
00:41:04,497 --> 00:41:06,834
<i>That the world won't come</i>
<i>crashing down around you.</i>

865
00:41:06,968 --> 00:41:08,636
<i>That you won't be burned</i>
<i>at the stake.</i>

866
00:41:08,769 --> 00:41:10,504
♪ <i>Give me shelter...</i> ♪

867
00:41:10,638 --> 00:41:11,973
How'd it go?

868
00:41:12,106 --> 00:41:15,676
Oh, well,
it wasn't smooth sailing
but our patient's stable.

869
00:41:15,810 --> 00:41:16,844
That's great.

870
00:41:18,245 --> 00:41:22,350
So, uh, Allison wanted to fall
asleep with the lamp on,

871
00:41:22,482 --> 00:41:24,852
so just make sure to turn it
off before you go to bed.

872
00:41:25,953 --> 00:41:27,021
Thank you for pinch-hitting.

873
00:41:27,154 --> 00:41:29,056
I... I really appreciate it.

874
00:41:29,657 --> 00:41:31,959
Always happy to get
more time with the kids.

875
00:41:32,593 --> 00:41:34,628
I'm sorry I bit
your head off earlier.

876
00:41:34,762 --> 00:41:37,631
You did nothing wrong.
I was just in a panic spiral,

877
00:41:37,765 --> 00:41:39,300
and I couldn't see it.

878
00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:41,635
Well, I stand by it.

879
00:41:41,769 --> 00:41:43,571
You are at your best
when you're backed up
against the wall.

880
00:41:43,704 --> 00:41:46,407
A little mean sometimes.
[chuckles]

881
00:41:46,540 --> 00:41:47,575
But brilliant.

882
00:41:48,943 --> 00:41:51,312
You are never gonna stop
believing in me, are you?

883
00:41:51,979 --> 00:41:54,048
♪ <i>Give me shelter</i> ♪

884
00:41:54,181 --> 00:41:55,149
Why would I?

885
00:41:55,282 --> 00:41:58,052
♪ <i>Oh, oh, oh...</i> ♪

886
00:42:02,423 --> 00:42:05,092
[Grey]
<i>And that this new reality</i>
<i>is going to be better.</i>

887
00:42:10,531 --> 00:42:13,100
♪ <i>Give me shelter...</i> ♪

888
00:42:13,234 --> 00:42:16,871
<i>Or at least truer</i>
<i>than the one that came before.</i>

889
00:42:17,004 --> 00:42:18,039
[song ends]

